I had absolutely no idea what i was walking into when i decided to come visit colorado again. I thought i was just visiting for a few weeks and that would be the end of it. But now that its almost time to go back..i can't. So I'm moving back. As soon as i can. My birthday is August 21st so i should be back a few days after that. I'm really gonna miss my mom and my stepdad. But I led them to a happier life by allowing them to go to Nebraska and taking me with them. Now its back to my turn to live my own life. I didn't expect to meet someone like Blue. I didn't expect things to go as far as they have. I'm looking out a foggy window and I see so many good things. I just hope the fog on the window didnt keep me from seeing the bad either. Anyways, I'm going with my gut. I hope im making the right decision. Ive always been the type of person to have to make all the wrong decisions before i make the right ones. Wish me luck on the newest chapter of my life. *Breathe In, Breathe Out...* Here we go....